I did a bunch of work sorting boxes in the basement today and found a blanket that smelled like my now-deceased dog & had his hair all over it & yeaahhhhh THANKS A LOT, PEANUT.
If I could find enough bits of his fur, maybe I can put the dog back together again & he'll be here once more.
It's a hopeless hope.
Also, I am binge drinking for the first time in months. I fell off the wagon, you guys.
I guess my copes couldn't... cope, today. I'm so sorry.
There's an ocean running down my face today.
I miss my boi so. Fucking. Much.
@Impious_Jade I feel this. So much.
I've had dogs practically my whole life, but Freddie was special.
I miss him so much.
My most fervent wish is that when I die -- and it better be a quick death, none of this lingering shit -- when I die, I see my Best Boy Freddie first.