I'm off to the hospital today for the latest cancer scan results which are not good apparently. Ho hum. I'm now at the point where I am not particularly interested in hearing them as it won't change the ultimate outcome. But, regardless, I prefer to know!
@Florence
I'm so sorry to know you are enduring this. Sending love. ❤
@Mrysdale Thank you.. I've had it a long time now so I'm kinda used to it. But, OTOH, I do dislike this sense of doom I get before appointments! xx
@Florence
Reach out if your IRL support is not enough. Both my parents passed from cancer, 33 years apart. I have my own notions about this life and the next.
@Mrysdale I'm sorry you lost both parents to this hateful disease,I really am. Thank you too. I'm OK, but I dislike this endless 'jollying along' that folk do. I will die of this cancer as it's not curable and I'm OK with that. However, the myth that 'all pain can be controlled' is just that, a myth. It can be managed, but rarely controlled. I have a great palliative team, and great analgesia etc., but I still have awful pain which tires me out and irks me! But thank you. xx