My body has been wound tight all week. Anxiety has been strong. It feels like....two tightly clenched fists, inside my body. I dont know how else to explain it.

We are seeing friends tomorrow, that we haven't seen in about 6 or 7 years. I've missed them deeply and I know it's going to be emotional and exhausting, but I'm happy about it. Then Mr leaves for his final trip on Saturday. It's a BIG stressful one, so I'm nervous for him. *deep breath*