I miss having friends. Like friends who I can count on being there for me whether it's a text, phone call, video chat, letter or literally anythin else. I'm always the one who asks if they're ok or need a shoulder to cry on. When will it be my turn? I understand that it's a two-way streak maybe, I should be better at reaching out but the truth is I'm tired. Tired of chasing and trying to add effort when I don't get it in return 😒
@EllyOnTheGo I feel the same way, I feel like I am ALWAYS the one reaching out. I am a homebody and seasonal affective for sure but I always tell them I DO appreciate the invites and occasionally do the things if something is going on I can show up but I'm tired of it too and lately have been pondering if it is just different when you are in your 50's , even lung cancer didn't really do it! One told me 4 times she was taking me to my favorite Thai place ghosted me, I was her maid of honor FFS
@Tattoomonkey29 I have complex medical issues as well but never thought that would possibly deter someone from friendship. Maybe we're too special for them 😇
@EllyOnTheGo 💔 Sad part is that I'm kind of over it , "luckily" I had brain cancer 29 years ago and know how totally freaked out and weird people can get so it wasn't a total surprise!