@Ironworker229 It's all good. I just have a lot of emotional baggage tied up in things that have no meaning beyond whatever intention I had when buying them.
Thankfully, I've got an 18 year old with a clear head who gently calls me out on my bullshit. It's a process, but is more cathartic and will be worth it in the end.
@CarrieLikesCoffee I can relate. Good that you have help.