What are your go-to's for when the void calls and you feel disconnected/disillusion/discouraged? Been having the RSD (rejection sensitivity disorder) making it really difficult to approach doing anything that could possibly result in rejection and its kind of crippling as an artist (since everything creative has a level of rejection attached to it) and trying to figure out how to overcome that and stay level after a lot of rejection. Doing things solo is hard...
@lilyunsub I have a hard time getting back on the horse in face of that fear, too. it's crippled me more than once.
ultimately do we want to die regretting, or live with the weight of what if....
I'm trying to adopt an attitude of Fuck it, to be able to move forward in efforts. All good things endured hardship and "failure" but when we learn, it converts failure to something not so painful.
Just gotta move, even when it's hard, there's no trick but to just do it. :) I think, anyway.
ps if you can recall what created this fear in you, you can also face it and erase it head on with therapy or meditation, pure intention to let it go, as it doesn't serve you at all.
I need to do that, myself, actually.... @lilyunsub
@Armchaircouch The collapse of inner circle of 'friends', being locked out of the music industry here in NZ. All of which were because of holding boundaries and expecting not to be treated badly. ❤️ its a feeling of powerlessness thats come from standing up for myself and being punished for it. Its like a rock and a hard place and both have spikes on them.
Aw :( It sounds like ur suffering loss of your tribe? it's brutal to most people. I offer an alternative POV, if it helps, good.
You're in a growth phase, those people weren't in line with it. I think Goddess (or god, or the universe, or fate, whatever ya call it) removes situations in order to find one in tune with the higher vibration you're now putting out.
Those doors shut so you can find better. they wanted you to be less of who you are, to accommodate them! fck em. @lilyunsub
@lilyunsub and we can say fuck em all we want, and even find better, but it still hurts, I know. *hugs*
I think human nature is actually not to be unkind to each other. I think that's the pervasive negative nature of the ego getting in the way. This is my theory of why people being mean or attacking physically is so hurtful.
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We all love what you're doing, lean on us for support as much as you can.