Hey, if no one told you today, it's really okay for you to create content and stream. Like you can do the things, you don't need to feel guilty for it, you are a creator, not an imposter. People do actually like you, your content, and are watching your stuff.
It may not be a lot of people right now, but you do have people enjoying your things. So go stream, go record a video, go write that blog, go create. You're allowed to be happy and enjoy the thing!