Update:
I am feeling pain now from this tumor. Not the lump itself but surrounding muscle spasms & it's making my nerve (the BAD one) worse. I just went back In flexeril and gabapentin.
Intake appointment at brain/spine surgery place Monday morning.
I'm still positive about this being benign.
I missed my mindful session last night. Too exhausted. But I must practice tonight. It's has help a LOT to keep me from freaking out or massive anxiety.
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@ACG2 yep that's exactly part of what's happening. Muscles do not like foreign objects.
Considering my bad nerve has flared up, I wonder if this cause compression on my nerve all along.