@redenigma I was 13 when Mom started taking me around to evangelical churches (she was dating a minister - these may have been paid dates because there were rumors at the time she was a high dollar escort). I will never forget that for a time of my life I really and truly believed that my gender made me the root of sin, and to be in service to man made me a good and pious girl, and that if that made me suffer, not to worry. That suffering was good, it was my due. They have that feeling.