He voted for trump.

I suspected but didn't KNOW.

I asked because I finally decided I had to know for sure.

But we're in Pennsylvania and we both voted by mail-in ballots. We don't even know if our votes were counted.

I know my ballot was received. He has not gotten a notification that his was received.

My brain is stalled. I don't know ... Or maybe there's too much swirling in my head.

It hurts.