I think I just like.... DISSOCIATED two entire days.
Like, I have exactly zero- ZERO memory of them.
I'm pretty sure I don't need to go around apologizing to people or anything because I don't think I did anything crazy but... I just don't know.
Went to the ER; got a blood draw and a drug test. No surprises, of course.
So I am just left going WTF... how the actual fuck does a sober person just LOSE two days like that? I'm going to ask about my behavior over the time span. People I trust.
@aspecurian were you in an official fugue state?
@SECRET_ASIAN_MAN I have exactly zero idea.
If I was, it was the first time. All I know is it's damn near 9:00 pm, and I feel like I am waking up from having been asleep for 2 days.
The days are completely. gone. and I really don't know how to feel about all this to be honest. I kinda wanna laugh.