I don’t wanna say my entire world has fallen apart and that I’m desperate for even the faintest glimmer of hope, but I HAVE started reading horoscopes...
@TheCard I'll risk triggering my severe allergy to evangelism here long enough to say: the local Episcopal church really helped me here. I needed a Someone who understood my pain and was big enough to handle whatever I could throw at Them.
(achoo)
@danialexis Thank you. I may consider this, given that my negativity and neediness seem to have driven off many of my friends.
@TheCard Grief has a way of showing you who is sticking around for you and who was just there because they were getting something from you.
I lost my supposed best friend a few months after. Woke up from the morphine haze to discover she'd basically appointed herself my new spouse, and not in the "here I'll help" sense. Girl, nah.
@danialexis That must have been so hard. You’ve endured so much, and you deserve lasting relief.