I don’t wanna say my entire world has fallen apart and that I’m desperate for even the faintest glimmer of hope, but I HAVE started reading horoscopes...
@LnzyHou I really appreciate it. I feel like I’ve been driving people away with my negativity over the last week, and I am beyond grateful for the kind words.
I was a total asshole yesterday. My rage about #policemurder in Memphis has broken me. I’m working my way back out.
We all need kind words to heal💫
@LnzyHou I appreciate this. I’m processing fresh grief and trauma, and I know this makes me a difficult person to interact with.
Keep breathing. Outside helps.
@TheCard I'll risk triggering my severe allergy to evangelism here long enough to say: the local Episcopal church really helped me here. I needed a Someone who understood my pain and was big enough to handle whatever I could throw at Them.
(achoo)
@danialexis Thank you. I may consider this, given that my negativity and neediness seem to have driven off many of my friends.
@TheCard Grief has a way of showing you who is sticking around for you and who was just there because they were getting something from you.
I lost my supposed best friend a few months after. Woke up from the morphine haze to discover she'd basically appointed herself my new spouse, and not in the "here I'll help" sense. Girl, nah.
@danialexis That must have been so hard. You’ve endured so much, and you deserve lasting relief.
@TheCard I used to too. The thing is that they’re pretty good if you’re kind of aimless because it gives you a random suggestion about what you can consider for the day. It’s 365 pieces of random advice.
@Chriskorvela This is an excellent point.
@TheCard remember this all timer from Robert Anton Wilson though referring to the I Ching: the opposite of all good advice is also good advice.
@TheCard
We care about you💕
#coso