Well. I knew something was going to end today. Don't ask me how I know, I just knew the 20th was going to be that day. I've felt this way for just over a month.
Turns out I was right.
My partner of 22 years has decided that she wants to end our relationship.
And here I thought it might be my last day, seeing how my depression has been getting worse.
I guess in a way it is my last day. But not what I had planned on.
Don't worry, I'm not a danger to myself. In fact, there's a kind of peace.
I'm so sorry, @Tacitus_Kilgore. Please take care of yourself.
@cmskiera Thank you.🙏
@Tacitus_Kilgore sending light
@redenigma Thank you🙏
@Tacitus_Kilgore You *will* be fine. One day at a time, one minute even
@Tacitus_Kilgore it is a relief. went ex told me he wanted out i couldn't have been happier. i could move on with my life my way.
I am so very sorry! It sounds like your "premonition" prepared you for this "ending" and maybe that is why you feel a great pressure lifting .Just the same, it hurts and it sucks. But, you will get through this and be stronger because of it. Please know that we are here for you, to provide comfort and support. Sending you much love and light and hugs!
💙 {{{{HUGS}}}}💙
@Spagesgallo1 Thank you Stephanie.🙏
Just remember, you are loved! Okay? 💙 🙏
@Tacitus_Kilgore I starred your post not because I liked it, but because I want you to know we are here for you. Remember to take care of your physical body. It makes a lot of difference when the emotional, mental, social side is in a state of change.
@elbutterfield Thank you. I promise I will.🙏
@elbutterfield @Tacitus_Kilgore
I wasn't sure how to respond, but your words summed it up well.
Take care @Tacitus_Kilgore
@Tacitus_Kilgore I admire your honesty and I believe you when you assure me you're safe for the moment. Breakups are rough. I'm more than willing to be available when you need me (timezones and all, but you know what I mean). DMs are always open for you. Be gentle with yourself, please.
@stueytheround Don't get me wrong, my heart is broken. But it's been cracking and chipping away for awhile. We've been having problems and it doesn't come as a complete shock. It's the timing. How did I know today was going to be that day?
In a way it gives me something to hold on to. Like there's a meaning. I will keep going. I know I'm on the right path in my life now.
@Tacitus_Kilgore I am sorry 💜
@Tacitus_Kilgore That's a significant loss. Don't forget to breathe. You are loved.
@misslovelymess Thank you💙🙏
And please don't feel sorry for me. I feel a great pressure lifting.
It's funny how we get these premonitions. Just this time I paid attention as the days got closer to today. It's still a shock, but I'm fine.💙