@Bix I understand the feeling. We gone from really struggling to being in a stable situation. It does give me a twinge of guilt at the relief I feel to be here instead of there when so many others still struggle.

But because we are only stable due to hubby’s sacrificing his health in the Navy the feeling is fleeting…but still a shadow.

You’ve earned what you have. Regret that others don’t have the same shows you’re a good person.