I didn't post ystrdy bcuz I still think a lil too hard about it; it still affects our not wanting to leave 🏠 & just be in public in general, esp around crowds or groups of teenagers; it was also my cuz's Bday. His Ma had a🎈release in his honor; was killed this January, just standing around waiting for a ride. So much random & intentional gun & other violence in our city this year makes us all edgy. I ride🚌occasionally & can't help but feel like a sitting🦆so I drive sorta illegally instead🤐🤫