Today was tough. So much family going through and trying to claim stuff from dad's house, made me feel like they were picking at a carcass like vultures. Wasnt the best feeling.

I dont want to decide stuff right now. I just dont. Of course they all come and ask me if it is okay to take this, or if I wanted it. Then I am forced to think about it and decide right then. I am not ready for that yet.