Good Morn☕ Feeling a void; really unsure how to feel. Have seen/heard so many bad things in our city & all over the country, that I'm feeling numb to what hit our fam ystrdy. People are somewhat afraid to be out in public. Every fam member I spoke with still in shock, to say the least. Holding in the tears for now. Dreading going to visit the Mama, but knowing I gotta go support her in her greatest time of need. Can't wrap my head around the fact that there's one less joyful soul in our fam. Ugh