I miss having friends. Like friends who I can count on being there for me whether it's a text, phone call, video chat, letter or literally anythin else. I'm always the one who asks if they're ok or need a shoulder to cry on. When will it be my turn? I understand that it's a two-way streak maybe, I should be better at reaching out but the truth is I'm tired. Tired of chasing and trying to add effort when I don't get it in return 😒