So tomorrow is the visitation and funeral for our coworker that passed away last week, I have been to so many funerals for so many different reasons and this one is hitting just as hard as any of them hit. Personally I don't think I can go tomorrow because it will put me in a fuck it mood and I won't want to come back to work and if I did come back to work I wouldn't be in the right frame of mind to work. That might sound selfish of me and it's not intended to be but it's just the way it is..