I've always known that I have to work twice as hard as others to even be half as good, and I don't know why, but some days the reminder of how goddamn useless I am at everything bites harder than others. Why do things which come easily to others always come so hard to me? The only thing that comes easily to me is lying and conning others, and I hate those skills. Why am I only good at being morally reprehensible?
@CrypticMirror I don't know your story, but I don't have to know it in order to know you aren't useless or not as good. Because I'm not useless or not good enough - even if my abusers tricked me into thinking that - and you are made from the same stardust as me. And we are made from the same stardust as everyone we ever wanted to "be more like". You are amazing, and I'm sorry society taught you otherwise. You deserve much better.