I just found evidence that H is drinking.....again.
I notice him staggering 2 weeks ago and couldn't find any evidence.
He was staggering worse tonight and I asked him...of course he denied it.
But, I found it. An 8% spiked energy drink in the truck.
He keeps his keys with him,cuz he knows I'd leave. I'm stuck and I don't want to be here anymore.
I can only hope for sleep and not ever waking up. I can't go through this anymore.
I'm tired. So tired.