Let it be known that some have challenged my words today, and rightly so. Most here are unaccustomed to hearing this from me.
I am not doing well. Recent developments have sent me spiraling into thoughts and feelings I have spent many years trying to rid myself of. Like many, I am tired of watching this world fall in to chaos.
Though there is some truth in what I say I also realize we cannot afford bloody battles. So if my words have offended, I apologize. I am desperate for us to change.☮️
@Tacitus_Kilgore I hope you're aware of how deeply loved you are here on coso, and if not, that you *become* aware of it.
@stueytheround I am acutely aware of it brother. Thus my apology. I feel so broken, so disillusioned that I'm now giving into my weaker demons. I've let some of you down today, but mostly I've let myself down.
If it means I need to regain trust and respect I will do what is necessary to earn it back. If it is lost for good all I can do is say I am sorry.
I know I need help and I will take the steps needed to get it. All I ask is that you bear with me.💙