So yesterday was a real crisis spiritually. It was hard. I was blaming God. "Why didn't he prevent this?" In reality, the people demanded a King, just like in 1 Samuel. So God allowed it, and the people so regretted that choice when they got Saul! We, as humans, can be so incredibly stupid! I sincerely hope the damage, while we learn, is minimal.My faith remains intact, albeit bruised. My faith in humans however.. we never flippin' learn!!!!