Grief is weird. I just had a meltdown in the shower thinking about how the real reason I don't really want to do Easter dinner with my boyfriend's family is because holidays make me miss my dad SO MUCH. Even stuff like Easter. It hit me hard tonight. It's only been a little over a year and still hurts like it just happened.
@sarcasmsign I have had so many meltdowns in the shower. Mom's been gone 8 years and it still happens. It does get easier with time, but I can't promise it will ever go away.
@sarcasmsign Coming on 4 years here. Yes. That's how it is. π«
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