Thanks all who bore with me and jumped into that chat. Not an easy conversation by any means, but one I really appreciate having.
So in a nutshell, no I'm not leaving, yet!
It's something I'm allowing myself to consider. I've told myself that it's a valid option and I don't have to be afraid to talk about it.

There may be others who are thinking the same but don't want to upset anyone by saying something. Well it's safe to say it to me. Ok?

Ok!