I didn’t expect to feel nervous about my upcoming phone call with the Legal Aid attorney, but here I am drinking my coffee and I can feel my stomach feeling uneasy and tears are starting.
I’m just exhausted. I’m tired of having to fight to not be taken advantage of. I’m tired of talking about the shit in my life to doctors, my therapist, now an attorney. I want a life where I can wake up in the morning and feel lightweight and calm.

I know I keep saying this and I’m so damn sorry. 😣