#FirstCoffeeThoughts

One of the fastest blocks I ever did here on CoSo was someone who responded to one of my threads that looking at a negative situation that happened and seeing my level of fault in it - instead of blaming others - was "a kind of learned helplessness".

Let me just make something clear for those that also seem to have no sense: Blaming others is not strength, playing the victim is not strength, getting angry is not strength, and accountability is FAR from weakness.

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Getting riled up psychologically and emotionally over things that are 100% out of your control serves no purpose other than running you into an early grave and allowing outside powers to have mastery over you. You become enslaved to anger and all that does is further empower the things that are oppressing you.

I wrote other day about "genin wo mitsukeru" - getting to the root of the problem / finding the root cause - being part of hansei.

Think of hansei ultimately as a kind of apology.

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𝘏𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘪 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘑𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦’𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩. 𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 ‘𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵’ 𝘰𝘳 ‘𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵’.

𝘏𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘪 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯’𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨, ‘𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺?’

Han (反) means “change”,“to see something from a different perspective”, and Sei (省) means “to review”, “to examine yourself”.

It is accountability.

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𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘴 “𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥” 𝘰𝘳 “𝘣𝘢𝘥.” 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 “𝘣𝘢𝘥” 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯, 𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 “𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥” 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦—𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦.

𝘔𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘢. 𝘐𝘧 𝘸𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 “𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥” 𝘢𝘯𝘥 “𝘣𝘢𝘥” 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴, 𝘸𝘦’𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘎𝘰𝘥, 𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘦𝘴.

- Marcus Aurelius

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𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘢𝘭, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘥𝘶𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵; 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵. - Marcus Aurelius

When things happen that we don't like or expect, how we respond to them is ENTIRELY our own decision. To recognize if your dysregulation or victimization or centering is making a problem worse or larger than it needs to be is part of critical thinking, reason. and emotional intelligence ... not helplessness.

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Anger, depression, negativity, these emotions stem from collisions of hope and reality.

Irrational expectations placed upon events that you can't control, misdirected emotions, choosing delusion, etc all of these things aren't healthy and are mainly about refusing to accept responsibility in how you choose to handle what happens to you or how you see the world.

Once you resolve all collisions and see things for what they are, not how you wish they were, things change.

You change.

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𝘓𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘰𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘴𝘰. 𝘐𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘤𝘤𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥𝘭𝘺 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘶𝘮𝘢.

There are very few things actually within your control and even some things that are can't be changed solely by one person without support from others.

Your mind, your emotional choices, your understanding and your resilience ARE within your individual control.

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