I just have to get through the week to Sunday for this year’s holiday nightmare to end.

I cannot travel, so I watch my family drive off to see grandparents (etc.) every fucking year. It is like watching your heart drive off.

This year has had bonus drama. I did not survive an absurd bleed in my brain to be bitched at by my father for not going to see them. If I could travel, I would. He gutted me.