It still haunts me that there is no recourse, no justice, that its likely they are still out there doing the same things that were done to me, and worse, to others and there is nothing I can do about it. The mind fuck that these people pull on themselves to do what they do and then on people like us when they do it. I saw a news article praising one of these people as a pillar of the community and it ripped the heart out of me. Makes me hope there really is a hell.