I just changed all of my access for my employer because no one there knows how to do it once I'm gone. I've said goodbye to my coworkers.

Now I'm sobbing. I feel like an idiot. It's just a job. I wasn't paid well for everything I did. They said to my face I wasn't valued because they "couldn't justify a raise for me".

I don't know if I'm crying with relief or sadness or both. Ten years is such a long time but it didn't seem that long. Sorry for rambling. I'm just an emotional idiot.