@LastOfHisName
I definitely derive happiness from the people in my life and many things I do, but sometimes the cumulative edge is a bit too rough. All the human misery makes it too consistently revolting to stay consistently positive about our condition. Not trying to be dramatic, it just is what it is. I really don't like seeing people suffer. The only thing one can do is try to help individuals and families in deseperate need, which I already did this season. It's just never enough.