My mom takes every chance imaginable to make me feel worse about everything... It makes me feel so unwanted sometimes because here I am trying my best and nothing is ever good enough. Busted my ass to learn a new skill and make new products for the holidays but because it's been a while since I put them up and I haven't made any sales I have to hear about it because I'm not doing good enough.
When I say I fucking hate my life I mean it, not only has this been the worst fucking year because of losing my dad and grandmother but a bunch of other shit going down and I can't fucking catch a break to take care of my fucking mental health.
Anyways, I'm out for now. Going to go curl up in my room and cry for like the 60th day in a row.
