Every now and then life delivers a blow that momentarily breaks you. Horrible experiences are like amyloid plaque, they build up on you as you pass through this nutso life.

@MidnightRider Yes. Especially since reaching mid-life I sometimes feel a brutal despair—there so little we can do about the agonizing separations, the vulnerabilities…so many incomprehensible realities and unanswered questions. I find the world of my thoughts to be more real than the world around me. I’ll think: perhaps I’m crazy? But then I’m like: nobody notices…guess they are to? Then I let all that go and try to enjoy being alive. Very strange.

@WellWellWell3 @MidnightRider Yes it does. I live in Western NC and we are still recovering from Hurricane Helene. My family came through it relatively easily. We lost power and our frozen food but nothing more. Others lost everything. The damage is surreal.

But I don't feel the despair like you describe. I give those things over to God. I don't fully understand what happened and I ask the same why questions. We volunteered at our church to give out supplies. Helping others helps us.

@danielbsmith I mean I am so glad this method of operation works for you. The problem I have with it in my brain though Daniel? How do I give over to God what God allowed to happen in the first place? Is God ever culpable for being a poor steward of the ant farm that he built Daniel? He works in mysterious ways is a copout.

@MidnightRider What about all of the good things in life? Fine food, a first date, dancing, music, art. Who is responsible for them?

@danielbsmith I don’t think it’s an invisible man in the sky. I know you do and I acknowledge that, but I’m just not there with you, my man.

@MidnightRider @danielbsmith as a Christian I also wonder about evil , don’t think we Christians don’t ask those questions, why wars ? Why diseases? Why did God create a world in which humans would go to hell knowing they would rebel against Him ? Of course we ask them , but the reasons to believe there is a God are also powerful.

@Jorro @danielbsmith If God reported to me at work, he'd get a shit performance evaluation. I treated my adopted dog better than God treats the least of his children. Also, he allows his flock to be dominated by assholes.

@MidnightRider @danielbsmith I totally understand, evangelicals mainly are idiots ( I’m as evangelical, by the way ) and their behavior is insane, they are trolls .

@Jorro @danielbsmith God isn't lining balls over the centerfield wall either or Trump would be in prison. Every civilization there ever was has been a Tierney sponsored by shit humans, so yeah how bout that God?

@MidnightRider @danielbsmith it is our responsibility to put Trump in jail , not God’s, we have to do something, God is not our servant, I understand your frustration, in The Atlantic article he called Mexicans “ Fucking Mexicans “, he insulted me and I felt so much anger that if I had him in front of me I would have kicked him in the balls but no , we are going to get rid of him in a more humiliating way , and forever, in two more weeks .

@Jorro God let his own son twist in the wind on a cross. But hey, he loves us. It’s all a bad fairytale to enslave people. If there is a God? God has a hands off policy for the science experiment he started or there is none, can’t see it any other way.

@MidnightRider Jesús did it willingly, He could have said no , but He didn’t.

@Jorro According to an ancient legend. There were more people than Jesus claiming to be the messiah in those days. A half human would have jumped off and kicked some ass. Then again I fully understand wanting to leave the Earth.

@MidnightRider one of the reasons He obeyed until the point of death was to show obedience, that is what we have to do , and believe or not democrats are doing just that in the elections ( I’m sorry I’m mixing religion and politics) have you seen how much the republicans are cheating ? Now Elon Musk is doing something illegal by bribing people to vote while democrats are sticking to the law , doing things right , you can be a Christian also in your behavior, not only if you go to church.

@Jorro Then by your post free will has an Asterix next to it. Why does God need obedient ass, kissing any of you guys ever ask your congregations that?

@MidnightRider of course people have asked that too , free will is in the beginning of the Bible for a reason , you obey willingly or you don’t, the devil chose not to , and many of us fail in that point too , it is not easy .

@Jorro Lucifer is a patsy, without the betrayal, the story never takes place. Besides, if God is all omnipotent, then why doesn’t he just kick Satan’s ass? Why does this have to be the Yin yang symbol ? That symbol is is getting lopsided anyway the evil side is winning.

@MidnightRider because of free will we must have a choice, without the devil there is no choice.

@Jorro With all due respect, what happened to the choices for women? I don’t see America’s religious right as a flexible group. No, instead, they don’t want you to have a Lucifer experience so they step in and change laws, so much for your choices. Also, God? you cranked out a batch of pinheads because that’s what we all are expected that that was all gonna work itself out? How many civilizations must come and go before God figures out that they don’t work?

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Just popping in to say that it is super awesome to see CoSonauts having thoughtful, human-first chats across POVs. You all rock.

MR, you know that our religious friends here aren't going to give you an answer that satisfies, because they follow a god-concept that we know is as flawed as the humans who created it.

But look how much love these folks have shown here, in trying to sit with you in hard times! That's a beautiful thing, even if the background myth is flawed. 👌🏻

@MLClark @MidnightRider believe it or not I get along with atheists much better than with religious people, particularly the Trump supporters, atheists are much more respectful, try this on Facebook and the word “ idiot “ or “ ignorant “ will start flying.