You’re added to my list dearheart, sincerely hope things get better for you. I may not post daily but I will send happy thoughts your way regularly.
Also, don’t know if this would help you, but I use Nature’s Bounty 1200 mg flax seed oil pills (I take two at night before bed). It’s helped me, my spouse, my best friend, and my mother in law with that hanging on by a thread feeling. It may or may not work for you, but the Omega 3s/DHA has helped us a lot. Hugs and love!