I see this guy on my bus and I am not sure if I should ask him out. I am just not sure if he’s married. He’s a construction worker and cute and I see him stare at me and I try to smile but I get so shy I am just not sure if I should take another risk and make the leap as I don’t know if I can deal with another rejection lol. I mean my ego is not so bruised but not sure how I’ll react if he tells me anything other than yes lol.
So in my adult life I have asked two men out. I thought they were interested in me and I took that HUGE risk and asked them out. Both times I was told NO! So I am sooo hesitant to ask any more out just because, I for sure, thought they had interest in me and for them to say no bruised my ego to no end. So for many years I refused to take that leap again (I give you guys credit cuz it sucks to hear no)
Just pre-ordered the Twisters 🌪 #movie since we don't go to the theaters anymore. Pretty excited! #NoSpoilers! 😂
lol I resolved the “no one is available to pick me up after surgery” issue I vented about yesterday.
So my sister was like “I took the Friday off and will maybe call in sick for day of surgery” so I’m like “why wouldn’t you just work from home the day of surgery. It’s gonna be like 6 hrs. You can work from home and then come back I mean whatcha gonna do if I die…I mean you are not going to want to drive your new truck home all upset”
Haha She’s like “you’re an ass”. Hahaha 😂 I smaht
I have a surgery coming up in October. I’m nervous and excited at same time but l can’t get one fucking person in my life to pick me up from hospital not one family fucking member not a best friend nobody. I am so fucking mad and upset right now.
So this is why I trust no one and do everything and I mean everything on my own. Can’t count on one fucking person in my life. You know how that makes me feel.
Need to vent. I can’t tell you how disappointed I truly am with people. I try not to get hopes up for ANYTHING cause ppl in my life are just disappointments to say the least. I hate and I mean hate when ppl say “I’m here for you just ask” and when I ask they can’t do it. I have the habit not to ask for help because of past experiences (hence why I only count on myself)
It truly upset me to hear “sorry can’t do it” when I do ask for help. And I mean I only ask when i truly can’t do on my own
Uh oh I hear it’s @Madken65 birthday today!!!! Woo hoo. Memememe. 🎶 Happy Birthday to YOU🎶
Hope your golf game is on point this week. Thank you for all the laughs you provide us. May all your birthday wishes come true. 🎉🥳. 😎✌🏻🍻
Just a girl from Queens trying to live the dream!
Oh and I’m an Ordained Minister here for all your marriage & christening needs.