Today was my penultimate driving lesson.
On Friday, I have a shorter lesson and a driving test right after.
My anxiety has already kicked in, and today, I (again, as if I were just starting to learn) confused left and right a couple of times, didn't hear that the indicator went off, and misunderstood my instructor's guidance.
In all honesty, when I am calm, I am a very decent and safe driver. To my own surprise. But I am shitting my pants. Passing the test is not exactly real-life driving...

I know that when I overthink, I fuck up.
So, not only am I scared because of PTSD, I am worried that I will freak out, start overthinking, and make things way worse.

I don't even know what kind of mental work to do to help myself.

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