@MLClark @NiveusLepus @thewebrecluse
One of the upsides of having a belief that I know is ridiculous and out there, is that it helps me be somewhat forgiving that everyone else out there believes all sorts of different things that they didn't witness for themselves, that seem crazy to others.
We all believe things without seeing them.
We live in a world where others don't believe the same.
That's the world the work has to get done in, and the job isn't "make everyone the same".
@AskTheDevil @MLClark @thewebrecluse
I have my beliefs. I have my past life memories, and a strong identity that has been part of me as long as I have had memory.
But I'm the only one who has ever believed the way I do, so I'm crazy.
But if I went to a big building every week to drink the blood and eat the flesh of a god, that's perfectly sane and normal.
I think crazy and sane and all of these terms we're using are a bit loaded in who they are applied to.
@NiveusLepus @AskTheDevil @MLClark @thewebrecluse
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@AskTheDevil @MLClark @thewebrecluse And the thing is, I did go to the big building, and drink the blood and eat the flesh of the God and did all the things I was told I was supposed to do. And when they told me I had to hate the parts of me that felt like truth and go to war with myself, and believe only what they told me, I tried that and it felt like death.
Embracing my "crazy" is what helped me find my sanity, because it was the pathway to me being myself.