@MLClark I've been coming to a point where I am embracing concepts like non-dualism and equanamity.

For years I have struggled with the idea that there is no true way to apologize. "Take a stick, break it, throw it in the woods, now apologize. What changed?"

That has haunted me, but I've learned that while there is no fixing a lost moment, or a past error, I can choose to do the best I can, now. Its who we choose to be now, that sets the tone for tomorrow. We can always change course.