FUCK!

I was making breakfast, bent at the waist and felt a *rip* in my spine at the exact spot I had major surgery a year ago. It didn't hurt, but it didn't immediately last time, either. Now it's spasming and numb.

No fucking way will I go through that process again. Stick a fork in me and call me a cripple forever, I am not doing spine surgery twice.

WELCOME TO YOUR 40s WHEN JUST GETTING OUT OF BED SUDDENLY BECOMES A LIABILITY

(please don't offer advice unless you're a neurosurgeon, thx)