When I get cranky, it's usually because I feel trapped or ashamed.
I've lost a *lot* of interest in material hobbies I once prattled on about ad nauseam. They all remind me of a way I don't like being.
Still, I work in fields that require indulging a lot of chatter around such topics - and I can fall easily into old routines.
I just don't like who I am when I spend time on such things. Performative, at cost to being more fully human.
This meat sack needs a good shaking out & return to earth.
Shake it, don't break it, @MLClark 😉
@MLClark hmmm, looks like a kernel of a character and a story to Philip K. Dick around with.
...Also, more squash soup.
It's a rainy day. :)