@TXPamInOH used to love it until I was diagnosed with heart failure on Christmas Eve in 2014, end result was an open heart surgery 3 months later to go on a life support device while I waited for a heart transplant, which happened 18 months later
PTSD around the holiday now, I try to feel joy but it isn’t there
I have always forced myself to put up a tree but I lost my mom in July & I’m going to skip it this year
I’m just sad