I wasn't gunna say anything, because I'm trying to focus on the happy, being home, my family, friends, chickens, new car..
But I witnessed something almost unspeakable this morning, and can't stop seeing it. A pedestrian struck by a semi, on I-81. Fatally. It was all so fast. I can't even tell you how it happened. Only that out of the corner of my eye I saw something and then there was a body in the passing lane on the southbound side. I just wanna be able to close my eyes without seeing it.💔
I am so sorry you had to experience that. I had something similar and the trauma comes up at the oddest time.
But it is also good something like that can affect you and hurt you, because it means your a kind empathic soul who wants the best for people. Especially if you can grieve for a complete stranger you never saw before.