Confession:
I am an #alcoholic.
My husband talks to me when it's worse then usual, I shy away from it for a couple of months, then I start having a couple of drinks, and then it's back to hiding vodka away from him.
I like forgetting who I am. I like forgetting the life I live. I like forgetting that I have no friends. I like forgetting everything.
I don't know why I'm telling you guys this. I just can't bottle it up anymore, like I bottle up everything else.
@heyyou I am glad you shared and I know about addiction and how hard it is to stop. Is there someone you can talk to, a therapist and AA has helped so many. None of us are perfect and you deserve to have a life of peace and happiness and I hope you can recover and live the life you were meant to live but you need support to get there and there are so many professionals ready to help.