It's Saturday Night, don't know if anyone will see this, so ranting to feel better.

I am done sticking out my neck. My offers to help stand, take it or leave it. I need time to myself.

I love sharing my ideas, offering to interview people on my Youtube channel, offering to chat with someone who is as down in the dumps as I am.

I can lead a horse to water but not make them drink.

@JeniRizio Sometimes what you put out into the Universe takes time to come back. Ultimately, we are were we are supposed to be in any given moment. This is what I believe anyway.

I do my best to give my all to everything. It is exhausting, frustrating and sometimes defeating. But The light always shines my way at some point, and I cherish those moments above all else. Hold on to hope. Keep love in your heart. One day it will make more sense than it does today.

@PhiladociousRex Thank you. I hope so. Occasionally I have those streaks where everything falls into place. They are rare. Usually I put out way more than I get and I need to quit that. :)