People say "call someone if you need to talk." I did and nobody picked up. Therefore I will just use this space to vent even if nobody sees it. Maybe I will feel better. I've been thru hell.

My therapist dropped the ball on my care after my old one got a new job. It took a month to get into her. Saw her once then had to go another month without care before I could see her. That typical "all booked up" BS.

After I saw her again, didn't she tell me she was going on vacation for a month! Wow, another month without care. Mind you I see her every two weeks, down from seeing someone every week due to severe PTSD

After begging and pleading with her to get someone to fill in while she was out, someone saw me once the whole month she was on vacay.

Now I have seen her twice and she does not even begin to know how to process trauma. I told her some indepth shit I went through as a kid, and she sat there nodding her fucking head. Thanks but no thanks

I asked her to find me a nee therapist and said I don't think it's working out. Told her it's not personal. I was very professional and polite and realised why I have not slept well the past six months. I just needed someone to talk to that fucking listened and showed they cared. Yeet! I fired her and put a call into my case worker to see if he can call there or elsewhere to find me someone who won't create a quality of care issue like this one I just said goodbye to.