I don't know where to post this or if anyone will see it. Serious replies only. AM feeling hella down, because everything I do to try career-wise to better myself just ends up in failure. Drips, drops, that's it. I want more better than anything to feel appreciated, loved and to have a better life than I had these past 45 years. Am I asking too much? All I want is to heal, and do something I really enjoy and be heard. I want success but success does not want me. If you got this far I thank you.