My dad woke me up early this morning, didn't tell me why. We rushed up to my older cousins home, about 5 minutes away.

He sadly has taken his own life, leaving behind a partner and 3 kids.

Totally didn't see this coming, can't wrap my head around it, the shock will probably hit later on.

I did know he was struggling, but not in that way.

Please, anyone out there who is considering doing this, or who feel lost, please talk.

Samaritans here in the UK, call 116 123.