@CinnamonGirlE I honestly don't know. This universe is so full of incredible things, and it moves in a way we could ever completely categorize. I usually phrase it this way:
I believe in something bigger than us, but in no way am I self assured or arrogant enough to tell others what that is, nor how they should seek it. We are born from the atoms of things that existed eons before us, and when we die, we become part of the next work our atoms create, whether we are aware if it or not.