Been having heart issues which is why I haven't been posting for awhile. This crap is scary as hell. The other day I was looking at my ICD read out of a Vtach storm and electrical shock and casually mentioned to the nurse that "this looks Like I was dead" and she matter of factly remarked - "You were - for about 17 seconds". Damn. Damn. Never thought of it. Now I get to add that to my "PTSD thoughts" hopper. Shit. [picture for toll]